the scream machine
This is a page for all of the short(er) thoughts I have that I would normally post on places like Bluesky or Discord.
2026APR18 - SATURDAY:
@1030AM US PACIFIC - i'm not allowed to listen to loud music for a bit, and i'm also not allowed to use earphones anymore. i'm gonna be adjusting to using my speakers more often now, which, i already did for general things like listening to music and podcasts. however, if i wanna game, i also have to use speakers which i'm not used to. i have used earphones every time i play competitive games, for example. this is gonna be a bit of a tough change for me.
2026APR15 - WEDNESDAY:
@1120PM US PACIFIC - currently unsure if i should ignore the trend of me wanting to post in here around the same time or if i should just let myself go about my business lol
2026APR14 - TUESDAY:
@1140PM US PACIFIC - i ate way too many gummy sour lifesavers and i am currently WIRED, i am WIDE AWAKE and this is a problem. i might even have a light night snack, that's how crazy i feel right now
2026APR13 - MONDAY:
@1150PM US PACIFIC - sometimes i miss people who don't even really know me, just strangers who i was familiar with seeing at places i frequented but i don't see them anymore. i wonder where they are, how they're doing, if they're okay and if they're ever going to come back. sometimes, my mind assumes the worst, so then i try not to think about those people. i still do.
2026MAR26 - THURSDAY:
@110PM US PACIFIC - every now and then i find myself debating internally about /gatekeeping/. there's been points made about gatekeeping being a necessary evil in that it protects niche hobbies from being capitalized on severely or having their communities invaded by people who take said niche hobbies for granted. there's also been counterpoints made saying that it isn't really our right to say who gets to enjoy this or that thing. i'm at a crossroads personally, since i sort of agree with either side. i think ultimately being an asshole for no reason is what everyone should try to avoid.
2026MAR22 - SUNDAY:
@2AM US PACIFIC - there's a part of me that thinks that i need to find a little corner of the earth where it's just me so i can scream and scream and scream
2026MAR18 - WEDNESDAY:
@12PM US PACIFIC - i just had the most disgusting black tea ever. like, this was genuinely one of the most rancid tasting black teas i have ever had the displeasure of trying and tasting with my mouth and tongue and throat. i wish i could forget this taste. oh myh fucking god.
2026MAR17 - TUESDAY:
@1216AM US PACIFIC - the snak club tajin watermelon rings are actually really fucking good. like now i kinda want more flavors with these rings, the consistency and chew is so perfect.
2026MAR15 - SUNDAY:
@1051PM US PACIFIC - i wonder if anyone has gotten doom to work on that fucking samsung fridge with the big ass screen on it yet. someone asked me recently if i would be able to put a linux distro on it (which is funny to me) but i think it would be much funnier to play doom on it.