the scream machine
This is a page for all of the short(er) thoughts I have that I would normally post on places like Bluesky or Discord.
2026JUN16 - TUESDAY:
@8PM US PACIFIC -
2026JUN14 - SUNDAY:
@11AM US PACIFIC - right now, my favorite set that i keep coming back to is Risorah?'s Garage 30 Radio set. it truly is a masterpiece in taking the listener on an emotional journey, and that's coming from somoene who doesn't regularly listen to the genres that are displayed in this set.
2026JUN06 - SATURDAY:
@1230AM US PACIFIC - on friday, neocities went down due to issues with namecheap, and as horrible as the situation is (honestly anything to do with dns and site hosting in this day and age is a headache) i couldn't stop the chuckle i let out finding out that the reason is because of /namecheap/, which doens't even sound like a real brand or provider name to me.
2026JUN02 - TUESDAY:
@11PM US PACIFIC - i am incapable of doing nothing for ten minutes, not sure if this is a curse or a blessing because i got so much done today at work and in my personal projects but i am also really exhausted AND i am still sick
@2AM US PACIFIC - been streaming and playing wuthering waves and i am both underwhelmed and overwhelmed at everything the game has to offer so far. it feels like another genshin game, but the story is interesting enough where i want to get more of it along with the combat. being able to dodge and counterattack is really fun, and it's very satisfying getting them done on time. however, this is still a gacha game. never forget, future me. gacha games are your enemy (half joking).
2026JUN01 - MONDAY:
@1210AM US PACIFIC - happy pride. anyone who finds me cute is gay. thank you.
2026MAY24 - SUNDAY:
@11AM US PACIFIC - stretching makes everything hurt so this is probably a sign that i have been overdoing it lately
2026MAY21 - THURSDAY:
@10PM US PACIFIC - i'm activated and i really want to write a short story on a space colony casually living out in space and it's all because i saw a post on bluesky asking people what they would be doing in a space colony and all of the responses were so fun
2026MAY18 - MONDAY:
@915AM US PACIFIC - wish i was just fun all the time. there's moments i have that i can't help but be stoic, and it can ruin the vibe of the room if i'm being like this. i just have to leave or stay quiet, and most of the time i opt to just stay quiet. i'll probably keep doing this just to make everything easier.
2026MAY14 - THURSDAY:
@1130PM US PACIFIC - sleeping on the floor... i cannot recommend it but sometimes floor time feels really good. being on the floor makes me feel tiny, like i'm a speck of dust, unimportant and fleeting. the moment i rise and stand on my two legs, my blood rushing from one end of my body to the other at the sudden movement, i have the urge to return to the ground. oh to be a speck, oh to be nothing but dust.
2026MAY13 - WEDNESDAY:
@1240AM US PACIFIC - unfortunately, i am a dj, so i am spending my free time after work figuring out how to use an updated version of my dj software instead of getting a good night's rest like a smart, well-to-do working class citizen should do
2026MAY05 - TUESDAY:
@930PM US PACIFIC - they want you to share everything with them, they want to know where you are, what you believe in, what makes you spend the most money. they want you to hand over your information, and they'll do it in the pursuit of "protecting the children". and we let them, too engrossed in whatever flavor of instant gratification we are currently hooked on.
2026MAY04 - MONDAY:
@6PM US PACIFIC - my energy levels have been so severely low lately. i find that i cannot really engage in any of the hobbies i normally would have happily let take up my time during my days off, such as rendering, digital art and collaging, editing photos, making music or singing... thinking of doing any of that doesn't feel satisfactory or fun. admitting to that feels like a defeat, but maybe i'm just tired. i'm not entirely sure, all i can hope for is that the next block of free time i have, i can do something with it that isn't just thinking about our inevitable end
@1245AM US PACIFIC - lately i have been watching so much warharmmer 40k lore videos and i worry that i may need to get into this in full. i am pretty sure it all started from this crazy diagram of a dreadnought i saw on bluesky recently...
2026MAY02 - SATURDAY:
@1125AM US PACIFIC - true conflict resolution is done behind closers doors, in private settings where all parties involved can speak honestly with each other.
2026MAY01 - FRIDAY:
@120AM US PACIFIC - not really sure what's gotten into me but i've been watching a lot of refurbishing videos, specifically ones where people are fixing up old thinkpads and installing them with linux distros. those videos, and showcase videos of ricing setups on linux distros, typically wayland or some other tiling environment that has cool animations and shit
2026APR30 - THURSDAY:
@835PM US PACIFIC - gotta stop stressing myself out when i make stuff
2026APR19 - SUNDAY:
@1240AM US PACIFIC - i'll be retiring the theme that i am currently using for the archive category pages and for 'other writing'. these are the only pages that are not entirely mobile compatible, so that needs to change
2026APR18 - SATURDAY:
@1030AM US PACIFIC - i'm not allowed to listen to loud music for a bit, and i'm also not allowed to use earphones anymore. i'm gonna be adjusting to using my speakers more often now, which, i already did for general things like listening to music and podcasts. however, if i wanna game, i also have to use speakers which i'm not used to. i have used earphones every time i play competitive games, for example. this is gonna be a bit of a tough change for me.
2026APR15 - WEDNESDAY:
@1120PM US PACIFIC - currently unsure if i should ignore the trend of me wanting to post in here around the same time or if i should just let myself go about my business lol
2026APR14 - TUESDAY:
@1140PM US PACIFIC - i ate way too many gummy sour lifesavers and i am currently WIRED, i am WIDE AWAKE and this is a problem. i might even have a light night snack, that's how crazy i feel right now
2026APR13 - MONDAY:
@1150PM US PACIFIC - sometimes i miss people who don't even really know me, just strangers who i was familiar with seeing at places i frequented but i don't see them anymore. i wonder where they are, how they're doing, if they're okay and if they're ever going to come back. sometimes, my mind assumes the worst, so then i try not to think about those people. i still do.
2026MAR26 - THURSDAY:
@110PM US PACIFIC - every now and then i find myself debating internally about /gatekeeping/. there's been points made about gatekeeping being a necessary evil in that it protects niche hobbies from being capitalized on severely or having their communities invaded by people who take said niche hobbies for granted. there's also been counterpoints made saying that it isn't really our right to say who gets to enjoy this or that thing. i'm at a crossroads personally, since i sort of agree with either side. i think ultimately being an asshole for no reason is what everyone should try to avoid.
2026MAR22 - SUNDAY:
@2AM US PACIFIC - there's a part of me that thinks that i need to find a little corner of the earth where it's just me so i can scream and scream and scream
2026MAR18 - WEDNESDAY:
@12PM US PACIFIC - i just had the most disgusting black tea ever. like, this was genuinely one of the most rancid tasting black teas i have ever had the displeasure of trying and tasting with my mouth and tongue and throat. i wish i could forget this taste. oh myh fucking god.
2026MAR17 - TUESDAY:
@1216AM US PACIFIC - the snak club tajin watermelon rings are actually really fucking good. like now i kinda want more flavors with these rings, the consistency and chew is so perfect.
2026MAR15 - SUNDAY:
@1051PM US PACIFIC - i wonder if anyone has gotten doom to work on that fucking samsung fridge with the big ass screen on it yet. someone asked me recently if i would be able to put a linux distro on it (which is funny to me) but i think it would be much funnier to play doom on it.